Dreamt a little dream, a chemical romance?!?!
Hmm... u know what? Blogging is fun since i can just write out bloody long detailed stories aka Stephen King just like i always wanted, normally friends & family can't stand details, the way i see it that is.
Have you ever had a dream that will make your day? I mean literally smiling in your sleep and wake up feeling light-headed and doozy. I like such dreams and I only get it every once in a while.
There was once I laughed so hard in my dream, I could hear my brother shouting to my Ma, "My god, not only he talks, he laughs!"
That was the part where i woke up and tried to explain my dream to them. But the dream I'm referring to for now is much, more, recent.
I was up in my double storied home (staying somewhere else now due to work) waiting for my old crush to come over. We were meeting up for reasons I don't know of (still a dream). Anyway, she came over and we were chatting and all... Next minute, we were making out (I admit having dirty thoughts about that in my dream) but she stopped me since I am attached, I respected her decision as it's totally wrong to cheat.
Scene changes and something/ someone came up to my balcony to ask me to work for him. He was an Indian guy carrying a toy spider which moves deviously kinda like Chucky in Child's Play. I used my reasoning (and scolding) to 'make him go away' (as if right?). She was holding me all along.
After that we went off to some book store called 'Jin Cheng' (Mandarin for Golden City) to get some stuff. I acted as the normal browser I was (constantly browsing, picking up stuff to pay, but putting them back at the last minute) while she chose her stuff. She was ready to pay while Iwas ready to change my book again, I forgot it was because of the cover not in good condition or just because I wanted to change another title, anyway that's how i act, indecisive, sometimes. I ran the way you expect the charactors from The Matrix ran (I kinda have that in some of my dreams since I find it super cool to leap super long steps while staying low liek a cheetah!)
After shoppng in Jin Cheng, my dad and I took her back to her place, which was different in real life. Her place in the dream is a bungalow with 3 generations of her family living together while in reality she stays far from her immediate family which only consists of her parents and her brother.
I was waiting for my girlfriend there while having a sense of something else going on between me and my old crush. My girl did came over but waited on the 3rd floor while old crush and I was downstairs in a corner for visitors to watcg tv etc. but we were not watching tv then, she was confessing dumping her boyfriend while waiting for me, showing me all the my past gifts (Reality: I did give her a call to see how she was during her birthday, I'm not infatuated of her anymore but I still regard her as a friend). The feeling then was undescribable, in short I was really touched. Too bad though, that was the end of the dream.
Coming back to reality one more time, I do have a girlfriend but I can't say that I'm the most faithful guy around. This all depends on personal beliefs, principle, religion, etc. Too long to continue but just ponder on this:
Won't it be nice when you know that there IS someone there meant for you, waiting for you?
I have not found mine. I don't believe in love at first sight anymore. I definitely don't believe that you'll find your true love in life.
The next time I post, it will be about an interesting arguement I'd like to call 'Tale of the silver spoon'.
Finally, why is this blog titled chemical romance? My old crush's nick name within some of my friend was KCl (Potassium Chloride), and if one day she reads this, I just want her to know that I liked her once in my life, but this dream doesn't mean that I'll try to go after you again. But then again, who knows? Anything can bloody happen...

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